Well that's it people... My boyfriend broke up with me last Sunday because he was confused with his feelings toward me. He just wants us to remain friends for now.
There's some tears here and there... I don't think that matter that much. I knew it will come sooner or later when I came back from China, especially with the way he treats me on the very first day of my return. I called GuiGui on that day and his dad said he will call me back. Throughout the afternoon, I received no phone call from him. When his parents drove me back to his house on that day, he doesn't look happy when he saw me and he already knew that I called him.
We are on a break right now he told me. Honestly,I treat it more like a breakup than anything else. I can't put up with this anymore. I tried my best to keep this relationship going and he just gave up trying. He is quite the opposite of me and he doesn't seem to accept or love me the way I am. Most importantly, he sees himself as being alone in life. Then so be it.
Yesterday, I went to see a couple of my friends to talk it out. I talk with a good friend of mine for hours about it and he said with all the effort I put in the relationship, I deserve better. I guess I do.
Anyways, I have to write out my challenge money this week. I save a bundle so far. =)
Continuing the year 2009 being single
February 10th, 2009 at 03:49 pm
February 10th, 2009 at 04:22 pm 1234282951
February 10th, 2009 at 04:28 pm 1234283339
I believe that when you meet the right person, breaking up will never be a choice or ever come up as a consideration.
I wish you the best of luck.
I think eventually you will mee the right person.
Be optimistic & live life with a smile on your face.
Francisco
February 10th, 2009 at 04:34 pm 1234283682
Yeah, I don't think this is the right person for you either, but we'll have to see. Sometimes, some people don't become the right person until later on. Or, maybe it never happens. Sometimes, someone IS the right person for you, but it's the wrong time in life to be making a commitment. Or, maybe that never happens either with that particular person.
All I know is that it's very confusing, and the best thing to do, regardless of the situation, is to just do what you can with the life that you have. Your life.
February 11th, 2009 at 01:51 am 1234317112
February 11th, 2009 at 04:02 am 1234324977
On the bright side - you are 19, in college and single!
A whole life of unlimited possibilities.
February 11th, 2009 at 03:53 pm 1234367637
Hope the link works:
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February 11th, 2009 at 10:01 pm 1234389690